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Hye there...setelah sekian lama menyepi...kini im come back to update my blog..actually im quite bz nowadays...ntah la...kja xda byk sgt tp ada la hal2 lain yg kna d selesaikn...hurmmmm...besar dugaan seorang ank perempuan kalo stay jauh dr family...lagi2 yg dtg dari keluarga yg sederhana dan dah tak berbapa..kt kna jg diri sndiri dan slalu beringat..jgn lalai ngn gaya hidup d kota besar...Kota Kinabalu ni x la bsr sgt kot...tp bsr jua la dr bndar tawau...mhl jua la kos sara diri sini...semua kna tanggung sndiri tnpa bntuan drpd kuarga....kesiam mama d tawau...kalo blh...nak bls balik jasa beliau secepat yg mngkin dg mendapatkn kja tetap agar ada la income tuk sara diri sndiri n mama...bukn ramai pun yg kna tanggung...aku, mama n abg sepupu yg sakit buah pinggang...skg nie...semua tu aku kna tanggung..kesiam mama kna tanggung semuanya...aku da bsr panjang..so kna la sara idup mama...time nie la bls jasa mama...tp buat ms skg nie..blom dpt lg kja tetap....still searching for permanent job...Ya Allah, murahknlah rezeki hambaMu nie...agar aku dapat mengurangkn bebanan ibuku yg amat aku sayangi...hanya dia sahaja yg aku ada di dunia ini
hurmm...dilema penganggur ('_')....hutang PTPTN...semua kena fikir...income xla byk masa time praktikal nie...cukup tuk sara diri di Kota Kinabalu n kirim sedikit wang kepada mama d tawau...belum dapat lg membayar hutang PTPTN...kna lg ngn cas perkhidmatan yg perlu di fikirkan...fuhhhh...nilai yg perlu dibayar tlh bertambah...kehendak n keperluan sering bermain2 d fikiran sedangkn sumber adalah terhad....Pokaiii sudah nie...nie pun kira ok la jua sbb aku sering di ingatkn oleh mama n kawan rapat untuk sentiasa berjimat cermat...tidak berbelanja lebih2...sekiranya terlalu boring ngn aktiviti yang sering di buat aku akan kuar pg tiguk wayang...hurmm...its only cost me RM7.00 for d ticket n RM5 lbh kalo x silap aku la..hehehe...tu jak la aktiviti hujung minggu...kalo ada duit lebih blh la beli barang2 keperluan perempuan
matlamat skg nie hnya mau dapatkn kja tetap jak nie...pasal Kawen???? tu la soalan yg paling mencemaskn bg aku....uwaaaaaaa...im single lg ba...hehehe...jgn marah...
hurmm...apa buli buat...yang pergi tetap pergi...yg tinggal kna la teruskan hidup...aku kena tanggung hidup mamaku yang sentiasa aku rindui...teringin sgt nak stay sm2 d kk nie...dapat la aku beborak ngn mamaku tiap hari...namun...hnya Allah jak menentukan...kami hidup terpisah sejak tahun 2005 apabila aku melanjutkn pelajaran di sarawak ( unimas) dan kini praktikal d Felcra Niaga Sdn Bhd ( kota KInabalu ) selama 6 bulan....huhu...sebelum ini dalam program Gems dan menetap di Tuaran Beach Resort selama 2 bulan lbh...w/pon best sgt2 sbb stay d hotel n free jak...ttp terasa x cukup...sbb mamaku jauh d selatan Sabah

Lei$ure tiMe With fWenz...


Clash of d titans....best jua...nie movie petama kmi tgk dlm bln april...this film begin with coffin drifting through d c and found by a fisherman named spyros. inside d coffin there r boy and lady...then....if u want to know more...u p la tgk nie citer...next time i'll dis movie plot....heheheh..







hurmmm....bila terasa ada waktu lapang..aku akn contact member tuk meluangkn ms besama2....slh satu aktiviti kmi adalh dngan menonton wayang d centre point..hehe...slpas tu ktorng window shopping jer....hehehe...

menonton wayang alice in wonderland besama pinky, mas, n ana d centre point....best sbb dpt jmpa ana n bekenalan ngn kwn baru nama dia mas...hehehe...org kb...kwn baik pd pinky...lps tu p beli brg dapur besm2 n lepak smbil mkn besama2 sblm blik umah masing2...

seminggu lps tu...sy n pinky kuar lg tuk menonton wayang....da ajak mina...tp dia xdpt dtg sbb ada hal kuarga...sy n pinky memilih ceta Daybreakers.....vampire merata2 d dunia nie....memburu manusia utk kesinambung hidup mereka....best jua ceta nie....

selang seminggu lps tu...hajat ati x nak p tgk wayang sbb nak melawat nenek d kpg likas...lama da x jmpa beliau...smpai umah...bntu nenek potong lada nak d buatkn cili boh..hehehe...pas tu mkn bubur ayam...tp sy tmbah lg mcm2 bnda dlm tu..so bubur sy lg special dr org lain..hihkhikhi....slps tu...bila nak balik umah...kak ros cll plak nak ajak p tgk wyang...so kmi memilih ceta horror movie plak kali nie...da la kak ros x suka..tp da ajak sy kan...lg pun x brapa suka tgk ceta mlayu nie...sowi....kmi nonton ceta The Haunting in Connecticut...based from d true story....hehehe...berani jua kak ros tgk ceta tu smbil terjerit2....hakhakhaha


Work

Sebulan sudah aku menjalani praktikal d felcra niaga...best dapat peluang bekerja dengan ramai orang. beruntung rasanya praktikal sini kerana di beri elaun n manager and penyelia serta rakan sekerja semua baik2 dan sanggup meluangkan masa tuk memberi ilmu kepada aku....syukur alhamdullilah...

Watching movie...


hehehe....after feeling bored lepaking at home...i decided to msg my fwen c pinky and invited her 2 watch this movie....hahaha...best ooo nie film...full of action...i like it...2 tumb up!!!

but before that day...i watched this movie---> percy Jackson the lightning thief.
best jua nie....p la tggok...kasi ilang boring...sbb da 3 mggu bz p felcra n balik umah jak...xda jmpa kwn2 yg lain...huhu...menunggu elaun yg blom kuar...masi jua sempat watchin some movie kan....nie suma boring idup merantau...




Take Me 2 ur Heart

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
by:MLTR

aLOne

I am alone,
so very alone

I hurt,
so very bad

I am ignored,
just thrown aside

I am security,
for others to have

I am lonely,
there is no one close,
no one sees the pain

I cry,
hope is gone

I am alone,
and no one knows
by Stefani Baucom

Silent Tears

A thunderous silence
breaks through my thoughts.
What was once many great ideas
is now a triumph, lost.

Baffling words tumble through my mind.
Reflections of darkness hover.
A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me,
and inside myself, I take cover.

What would it be like to stay there forever?
To be lost in all my cares?
From the inside, looking out -
I cry silent tears.

by:Heather Loughton